Saturday, December 9, 2017

Know that I am stressing about my grades and little about my life I read that Stressing, Anxiety,and Depression are caused when we are living to please others
- Paulo Coelho
I could say this is making me think I have done so much to people just to see them happy and not me  being so kind to people hurt us at the end for not standing up
I personally hate stress everyone hates stress I haven't seen someone like stress before.
I'm having stress over my grades yes I agree I could had done better look for the opportunity and everything I ended  up closing up and bringing myself down and turn myself to someone new  and went to the wrong path it's never to late to change but depending the age it's not the same strength and  the same opportunity but its actually good we trying to change for our own good. My goal entering 2018 is too not be the old me too actually look for all the opportunity and to not give up easily and to make my family and myself proud. If I accomplish that goal I would finally tell my mother si puede madre si puede .

Friday, December 8, 2017

CONFUSION


Are the Choices I'm making with you are correct?
Only if there was a way to understand you
There No day your not on my mind
Feeling that fake love your giving me wondering where we are doing wrong
YoU all my hours but you couldn't make time for me
Sorry for loving you
I hope your not changing because of me
LOoking at the shit we been threw
I beeN down for you since day one



My Big Question is Confusion in love?
-Maricarmen Garcia-



Monday, December 4, 2017


I wonder how the people who surround  me reflect who I am ?
People know me as happy, funny girl in school and family we all have a person that hates you and judges you wrong and creates lies until we hear what type of lie we hear for our self 
We shall never know all the good that simple smile can do
Mother Teresa 
There is few people that like quotes, poems and old books that give good message I love when a quote is sad I just hate the fact that when you like something that is depression people right away think your depress

Work hard in silence , let your success be your noise. Frank Ocean